The Becoming God

Sunday, January 17, 2021

In the Most Literal Sense, I Died at the Beginning of Time AS the Beginning of Time in Genesis 1:1

And so did you. This is the truth. The death of Christ in the Season of Grace was an illustration of our death as the Beginning in the beginning of time. We were and ARE the Beginning of Genesis 1:1. What was our death as the Beginning? It was this: the flip of God into this, what we become when we wake up in these bodies. We are manifestation. The Milta (Aramaic), THE Manifestation. We died THEN to become in time the End. We have it all planned out. It might not look like it in our ignorance, but we do.

Both ends, as it were, and everything in between - the whole thing - is psychological. It is consciousness, the Intelligence of the Ineffable (...?) in action. That is what "God" is: the action of the Ineffable. We call it imagination. As It we "died." By becoming "alive" as this.

"It is all evolution." Indeed it is, my sweet. All of this is evolving into what we were *** BEFORE *** the Beginning: the No-thing all was created from. THAT is the secret of the first word of Scripture, brasheeth (Aramaic). It means before the beginning (says Victor Alexander). In the imagination of the Ineffable. THEN the Beginning. It was all laid out by us before the beginning, before we became the Beginning.

We are, in potential (as is everything else), the benevolent End we intended. We are all going that way. Evolution is a matter of waking up to the psychological nature of it all, that all of this is the Consciousness of the Ineffable (...?). Wake up to the love and joy of imagining AS the Ineffable, for believe it or not, you are.

Monday, January 11, 2021

The Answer in the Rivers of Babylon: Sing a Song of Freedom!

(Wow. I did this twice. Reviewing uncompleted posts after a long trip, I finished a precursor to this one.)

I have said that Rivers of Babylon as sung by the Melodians ("where He sat down...and there He wept") is the best song ever. I still listen to it occasionally. A lot recently. Like tonight. I listen to it like I read scripture, hearing spiritual meanings to the words:

"By the rivers of Babylon" means this dimension of death, of its limited psychological parameters, where we are now.

"Where He sat down" - the Beginning, the Son of God, became manifestly incarnate and limited here. He has become us, and we Him.

"And there He wept, when He remembered Zion" - in the Season of Grace, the presence of Godhood - Zion - became understood and desired by the Anointed Man. Remember...?

"But the wicked carried us away in captivity" - our birth-born ignorance blinds us to His example.

"Required from us a song" - we are compelled in ignorance until we acquire faith and self-determination in assumption.

"How can we sing King Alpha's song in a strange land?" - i.e., how can we do what He did? Do we wait for things to have come to pass?

Fari (Emperor Haile Selassie) got it. Assume it now! Shout it! Demand it has been done effortlessly in enduring faith!

FOLLOW THE EXAMPLE OF THE SUCCESSFUL WHO REALIZED THEIR ONENESS WITH THE INEFFABLE AND ITS CONSCIOUSNESS - ZION: Sing a song of freedom out loud in your living and in your imagining.

A song of freedom. Celebrate your HAVING what you desire. You are free. Isn't it wonderful?! Write it out. You have pen and paper, a typewriter, Notebook and/or Word. "I thank you God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, Benevolent Consciousness and Intelligence of God, for this and that and everything wonderful now in my life. I am truly thankful and recognize your grace and power in my having this goodness." For whatever you have imagined in a received state. Write out your song of freedom. Enjoy it, feel its wonderfulness deeply and happily, with gratitude, and go to sleep "there."

Sunday, January 10, 2021

An Aside on Adam's Side

I personally believe (from Dr. Roy Blizzard) that the Hebrew word 'Adam' means "the Divine's Blood." In other words, Adam is the Ineffable's consciousness, as is the Son of God, the creating force of brasheeth, the Beginning, in Genesis 1:1. The Son of God, the Ineffable's consciousness, took some of that consciousness to create - imagine - what His Manifestation would be. The Hebrew word for 'rib,' tsela, actually means plank, flank, and/or side. Side, as in "a full half." Thinking about this, I had to wonder if He, the Son, took from the consciousness He was HALF, and made it the dimension, or plank, of matter. Matter which was and is the flesh of His Manifestation and bone of His Nature. And in it is the power of life it received from Him, the mother of all living.

Alas, this half of Him is born into ignorance, not knowing what it is or where it came from, and the generation of it - us - into awareness of its Godhood is taking a long time.

Saturday, January 09, 2021

God Is Truly Infinite, Or Only Infinite To Us? We Just Do Not Know, And It Truly Does Not Matter

Back to some unfinished, unpublished posts. This was started 01/09/2021. The idea was that the infinite and eternal nature of God is relative to us.

The infinite and eternal God might not be truly infinite and eternal. We just don't know. The (...?) (the unknowable Ineffable) says He is one and there is no other, we being a part of His one. All right, so there is no other than the (...?), the unknowable Ineffable. For us, that is. We are His because we are existent of Him. We are His (...?'s) manifestation. Our experience of the "infinite and eternal" space-time continuum is in Him. How long His eternity is relative to us, we do not know. We cannot imagine either eternity nor infinity. Nor does it matter. We, His imagination, are simply Him and His.

The whole of the universe, as far as we know, may go on forever beyond our observable universe. I personally believe that the Ineffable, our Ineffable we are part of, is the only Being there is beyond all of the universe. But all we can know of the ineffable (...?) is His consciousness. Its consciousness, of which we are and by which we exist. There is not anything beyond Its consciousness that pertains to us. The ineffable (...?) is the "I AM" everyone oohs and aahs over. Its consciousness "is" because Its Source is. That is all that matters to us, for the consciousness is our only reality. We are not ever going to get another One involved.

The Hebrew word 'asher in Exodus 3:14 ("I am THAT I am") means "relative to." The other two Hebrew words there are 'ehyeh, from the verb hayah, "to become." The first is first person singular, "I become," and the second is third person singular, "he becomes." God's nature is to become!! 'Transition' is His very name!! The Ineffable (...?) is an ongoing process of becoming Itself manifest.

Yes, we are not like Him even though we ARE Him. THAT IS WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR. His becoming is relative to His manifestation's becoming. We are under way, becoming modified into His image through our lives. If we do only get one life, better shape up now. I read it as we only get one death, and stay in its state until we gain His fidelity in faith to ascend to Life.

God is relative to us: (My) "I am," is relative to (your) "I am."

God is eternal relative to us. God is infinite relative to us. "To the end of the universe, to the end of the universes," as the original language say, is a very, very long time. It is not eternal, but it is as good as eternal relative to our concepts of time.

Tuesday, January 05, 2021

The Grace of God as Proof He is Person - the Really Big Guy

There is a standard operating procedure to life and prayer: what we believe becomes. We are warned by many Law of Attraction advocates not to want, for that is what will manifest - the want that is believed. For to them God is impersonal. Yet innumerable people approach God with beliefs of want, fear, need, deprivation, angst, dejection, desperation, anxiety, etc., as their whole thought. Faith in the invisible presence of what they need, confidence in its "received" state -- zero. They cry and/or fall on their face before God. And God answers them. The rain stops, or starts, the enemy passes by, the check arrives, a hand is lent, the body healed. Deliverance and/or salvation comes through, clearly Providential.

Because God has His own technique. It is called grace. Didn't pray aright? He doesn't give a rat's behind. As long as they call upon HIM - the field/force of the Ineffable's Consciousness - as a Person. That trumps everything. He is like (this is simile), "Hold My beer; this one is turning to Me." God exercises grace with VOLITION AND DISTINCTION. The believer becomes the focus of His actions: this person for this reason. God is not impersonal. There is a discriminating, deliberately acting Guy there. He is not necessarily a three-dimension-like figure of light sitting in a big chair, but is an infinite force which is conscious of being a person (or at least something like a person), for God is a universal One. He is Wonderful, full of grace, and risen. THAT is our destiny.

Monday, January 04, 2021

GPZ (Ground Point Zero) of the All Mighty, the Beginning (Genesis 1:1) = You

As Neville Goddard said, you are the operant power. You, the inner man (Imagination) Who is you, are THE Manifestation of the inscrutable, invisible, unfathomable, incomprehensible, and ineffable Most High No-thing. You are the Consciousness of the Source...and are the Source Itself. It is centered in the heart of your being. You are ground point zero, absolutely zero distance from the core of The Infinite and Eternal, Eil Shaddai - Ashur - the Creator of the Universe.

That is WHAT you are. What you are doing, well, what are you doing?

Sunday, January 03, 2021

Rejection Is, Well, What It Is

This is an imagic world, for it is the manifestation OF God. It images Him. This world is an illustrative expression of God. What we see is as God's conversation, the things in it His vocabulary. A lot of what is said is about humility and the lack of humility: humbleness and acceptance of position, pride and rejection of position. I have been seeing rejection begets rejection quite distinctly. I see it on numerous levels; anti-maskers and the current Covid-19 spikes are only a passing indication. I could go back to my own baptism in the Holy Spirit experience, where I found myself utterly rejected of God because I had utterly rejected Him by my own self-lordship. I had "given" myself to Him, but inwardly I had reserved my position as His peer: 'I' was lord of my life, and if I did not like what He did with me, I was going to take myself back. It was not until I clearly saw it was my rebellion against Him which caused my rejection by Him, that I repented in humility and in contriteness accepted - surrendered and submitted to - my position: a mud-man given His Life by His Grace. He then accepted me. His word to the new me was the influx - amping up - of the Holy Spirit. Blessed be the Grace of God forever.

I am looking at a number of evidences of this imagic expression against rejection. You can see it almost everywhere people are fighting the Law (the nature of God). The Law wins. Imagically, I am seeing it in women. While every woman is inwardly a man accepting his position, every man is a woman in relation to his lord (men are to YHWH as women are to men; in short, women are a sign to men). That is why the Church is always a 'she.' It is only in oneness with her Spouse she demonstrates dominion. That is oneness in marriage, when the two have become one and are working TOGETHER. Think Kathryn Kuhlman preaching with the Holy Spirit. So I am seeing two types of women: one who rejects her position, and another who accepts her position.

I see several women who are relatively poor and struggling (in spite of having good jobs) wondering out loud how the wealthy do it. I.e., how come the well-to-do are so prosperous, seemingly so easily, while they keep going backwards in spite of their generous incomes? I look at them like, "You don't get it?" Those well-to-do are almost always FAMILIES centered around women who have humbly accepted and relish the position you struggling women, in your independence and rejection of God's given role, refuse. It is NOT a societal imposition, it is the IMAGIC EXPRESSION of the Divine. God made Adam like Himself: male and female. Within Him are the two roles; and within Him, they work. Rejecting the female's role, these women are rejected of God to the imagic manifestation of His rejection.

It is almost seamless: rejected due to birth ignorance (amnesia resultant from the flip), lacking repentance and humble acceptance of position, existing in the rebellion of rejection, imagically manifesting God's rejection of rejection. I AM SPEAKING TO MEN HERE, LADIES (you are just one of the men I am speaking to [see above]). Nebuchadnezzar thought he had done it all himself, and God debased him for seven years. The Bible is full of this from beginning to end. Imagic expression is, "Thus sayeth the Lord." Listen up.

Friday, January 01, 2021

Exiting the Compelled World

As consciousness, by our faith/beliefs we compel our worlds to exist as they do. We believe; they are compelled. The thing is, we are compelled in these worlds as well. The people in our worlds are the way we expect them to be, and we are the way they expect us to be. We are compelled. Compulsion by the divine is the way the world works...

...to begin with. We are being compelled to wake up by the Ineffable. The universe has always been so compelled. This is part of God's assumption: His Manifestation will wake up as He. When we wake up to self-determination by assumption, we compel the world as He while freeing ourselves from others' compulsions.

The action of assuming the desires God gives us (Psalm 37), requires SELF-control: "I am that 'I am.'"

"And as he spoke with them about righteousness, about holiness (KJV: self-control) and about the destined Judgment, Felix was filled with fear, and he said, 'Go now, and when my conscience is clear I will send for you'” (Acts 24:25 Alexander). Holiness is our exercise of self-control in assuming that God's given desires are received. Assume - believe - as your form of praying.

That is our reality. "To us God revealed through His Spirit what eye does not see and ear does not hear, and over the heart does not rise (the thing God graced to those who mercy Him)" (1 Corinthians 2:9-10 reordered, Alexander, use of parentheses mine). Imaginal assuming is mercying God. The world sees what is compelled. We see what is assumed. Therein is destined the Judgment. We were living in death. WERE. In Christ we died, and by His stripes we were healed. Are healed. Hold onto that unto the Judgment, wherein is the ascension.

The Answer in the Rivers of Babylon: Sing a Song of Freedom!

I have before said that Rivers of Babylon as sung by the Melodians ("where He sat down...and there He wept") is the best song ever. I still listen to it occasionally. A lot recently. Like tonight. I listen to it like I read scripture, hearing spiritual meanings to the words:

"By the rivers of Babylon" means this dimension of death, of its limited philosophical parameters.

"Where He sat down" - the Beginning, the Son of God, became manifestly incarnate and limited here.

"And there He wept, when He remembered Zion" - in the Season of Grace, the presence of Godhood became understood and desired by the Anointed Man.

"But the wicked carried us away in captivity" - our birth-born ignorance blinds us to His example.

"Required from us a song" - we are compelled in ignorance until we acquire faith and self-determination in assumption.

"How can we sing King Alpha's (Emperor Haile Selassie's) song in a strange land?" - i.e., how can we do what He did?

"May the words of our mouth and the meditation of our heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O Fari." God wants to be evidenced, demonstrated. Haile Selassie got it: Assume it! Shout it! Demand it enthusiastically, effortlessly in enduring faith! Proclaim. Do the work of an evangelist!

FOLLOW THE EXAMPLE OF THE SUCCESSFUL WHO REALIZED THEIR ONENESS WITH THE INEFFABLE AND ITS CONSCIOUSNESS. REMEMBER ZION Sing a song of freedom out loud in your living and in your imagining. Be a witness. Testify.

A song of freedom. Celebrate your HAVING what you desire. You are free. Isn't it wonderful?! Write it out. You have pen and paper, a typewriter, Notebook and/or Word. "I thank you God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, Benevolent Consciousness and Intelligence of God, for this and that and everything wonderful now in my life. I am truly thankful and recognize your grace and power in my having this goodness." For whatever you have imagined in a received state. Assume you HAVE it. Write out your song of freedom. Enjoy it, feel its wonderfulness deeply and happily, with gratitude. Be satisfied, and go to sleep "there."

The Ineffable's ACTION Is Our Evidence - All We Can Know - That He Is

The Actor can only be inferred. "God," the Actor's consciousness, is Its action. "Nature" is the consciousness's manifestation. Nature is beneficent beyond our understanding. It is, after all, the Ineffable's - a Person's - consciousness. We are a really low subset of it. As manifestation of the Ineffable's remaining ignorance, really low. Yet it is our destiny to manifest the Manifestation's realization of Godhood, of BEING the Ineffable's ACTION.