The Yod and Aleph of the Eternal: WHO IS HE, AND WHERE IS HE?
I've heard said that God's name, spelled yod-hey-vav-hey
in Hebrew, means "I AM." It doesn't. Any good Bible will
have a margin note that YHWH (Yahweh or Jehovah) means
"HE BECOMES" (emphasis mine). Thus it is not the Divine
Name given in Exodus 3: 14.
In Exodus 3: 14, God reveals that his real "name" -- his
true nature -- is AHYH, spelled aleph-hey-yod-hey (Ehyeh),
which means "I BECOME" (emphasis mine). This divine name
is also hid in an acrostic, where Ahasuerus (the Venerable
King) of Babylon asks, "WHO IS HE, AND WHERE IS HE?"
(Esther 7: 5).
Significant points to the divine nature of AHYH:
First, characteristic of God's essential nature is not
static existence but transition. God is not an 'is' or an
'am' but a 'becoming'. From one, solitary misread and
misapplied verse, Malachi 3: 6, "For I am YHWH, I change
not," wherein God says, "I am not fickle like you," has
been built the errant doctrine that God is a static,
eternally unchanging existence separate and apart from
everything that does change. Nothing could be further
from the truth. God's essential nature is the power
behind all change in all things, because it is his
becoming.
Second, it isn't "his" becoming; it is "my." Moses'
realization was that the residence of God's nature is
man: "'Ehyeh 'Asher 'Ehyeh" -- "I BECOME WHAT I BECOME"
(Exodus 3: 14). This is God's revelation: "My becoming .
. . is you." His "I" is us! Even you and I are "eth ha
'Elohim" -- "God himself, the Triune God" (Exodus 3: 12,
Bullinger's margin note). The aleph brings it home.
Yes, this scares the willies out of me. I don't speak in
arrogance but awe.
Third, almost missed here is the tense of "AHYH," which is
a verb. It suggests future, and it is often translated as
"I will be" or "I will become." The word 'will,' however,
separates us from the action implied. "I become" is present
tense. There is no future, as such, no past, either, for
that matter. We are what we were and will become, now. All
things, past and future as we perceive them, are contained
in the Word, and are thus present. We are the Word, and all
of the Word is subject to change. How else could miracles
happen if the past and future were not as malleably present
as the current moment? We change past and future -- where
we are coming from and where we are going to -- as need be.
Time is a relative, package deal in our hands.
Fourth, AHYH is the best kept secret in the world. It is
hid (sort of -- there are how many Bibles in the world?),
and yet completely apparent. Moses only found out through
Jethro, the phenomena of God's universal law. And when
Ahasuerus asks the question, "WHO IS HE, AND WHERE IS HE,"
the reference is to Haman, the enemy of the Jews (and
beyond him, to Satan). Hardly the place you would expect to
find God's divine name hidden, but there it is, AHYH,
spelled backwards and using the final letters of the words!
That is easy to miss, even if you're looking right at it.
(See Bullinger's margin notes in the Companion Bible:
Genesis 1: 2; Exodus 3: 14; and Appendix 60, p. 86 – THE
NAME OF JEHOVAH IN THE BOOK OF ESTHER: THE FIFTH ACROSTIC.)
About Haman and the Jews -- these are the two "sons" again:
Cain and Abel, Ishmael and Isaac, Esau and Jacob, Egypt and
Israel -- all of them are us. Haman is the natural man who
resists being supplanted by Mordecai the spiritual man. All
men are both these sons, and that is where AHYH is hid, in
the humanity of all of us. "In" means is. You can't get
much more apparent than what you see in the mirror.
Keep your references straight: "the LORD" means "my power
to change all." Said Moses, "The secret things, even the
revealed things, [belong] to us and our children for ever,
that we may do all the words of this law" (Deuteronomy 29:
29; Bullinger margin note, emphasis mine). The secret thing
-- the revealed thing -- is our power to do, and it belongs
to us and our children for ever.
Application: my dear classmate at Melodyland School of
Theology in the 1970s, Janet Gunther, somehow contracted
tuberculosis in our second or third year. Sometime into her
illness, as she sat on her sofa worshiping God in reverie,
she lost track of this world and seemed to be "there."
Suddenly a voice said to her, "You are healed." And she
was. I, unfortunately, having often shared diner with her,
had contracted tuberculosis from her and had to keep taking
medicine for the next half year.
I use Janet's experience as an example, because she knew
not one bit of this doctrine at the time -- she just did
it. And we all do likewise, but not as well as she, which
is why we have so many problems. We cannot turn off the
nature of God in us, and thus we create for ourselves the
manifestation of all our negative thoughts.
Oops. We are ruining our own lives. Janet, as a young,
emotional woman, stumbled upon pure praying: love, joy,
worship, praise, adoration, honor, gratitude -- she just
went full-over into the action she desired: with-God. At
her desired end, her past was changed and the effects of
tuberculosis, now never contracted, disappeared from her
body. "So, come and speak with Maryah (the LORD), said
Maryah, and if your sins be as crimson they shall be
whitened as snow" (Isaiah 1: 18; Victor Alexander).
Hallelujah.
Does that describe your life? No, I didn't think so. We
react to every bit of hate, violence, bad news, back-biting
gossip -- and every negative reaction of ours is a seed
planted into our future. We have to learn how to prune the
vine -- how to accentuate the positive toward harvest and
ignore the negative reports to their withering away.
Janet got there via adoration and worship. Was this God's
mode of praying in the six-day creation? "And God saw all
that He created, and, behold, it was truly beautiful"
(Genesis 1: 31; Victor Alexander).
We do what God does. What is truly beautiful to you?
Define it exactly in your mind and believe that this
future "end" is your present -- SEE it and enjoy it in
reverie. You don't wonder how something will come about
if it has come about already, nor do you plan how you will
get somewhere if you are already there. What you would do
if what you want were true, do in your imagination. It is
only pretend until the seed sprouts and blossoms into
manifest reality. "To each of us . . . He gave us grace
according to their measure in appreciating Christ"
(Ephesians 4: 7; Victor Alexander). Christ makes "He" . . .
Me!
"We have given you the hope for the One who Is from the
creation, the One whom we heard and saw with our eyes,
saw and felt with our hands, He who Is the manifestation
of Life; and Life became revealed, and we have seen and
we are witnessing and we are preaching to you Life to the
end of the universe, that which was with the Father and
who revealed it to us. . . . if we walk in the light, as
he is the light, we shall have fellowship with each
another, and the blood of Eashoa (Jesus), his Son, shall
cleanse us of all our sins" (1 John 1: 1-2, 8; Victor
Alexander [v-a.com/bible]).