Heading For Healing 44: FREE AUDIO BOOKS AT OSBORN.ORG

Dozens of audio books recorded by Dr. T.L. Osborn, Dr. Daisy Osborn, and Bishop LaDonna Osborn given free as audio on-demand. Crusade sermons, conference lectures, training lessons, testimonies, principles of healing and mission -- pretty much the whole Osborn library (a big chunk of it, anyway) published to inspire, enlighten, encourage, equip, and prepare you for healing and ministry.

You can catch some of the Osborns preaching and teaching on Youtube.com, but here are literally dozens of their audio books to listen to to adjust your attitude and perspective toward the reality of the presence of the Living God and His Son Jesus Christ. E.g.:

T. L.'s and Daisy's testimony of when Jesus visited their house and properly started their ministry. You might want to jump past their introductory statements to about the 14 minute mark.

Big 10 Top Crusade Sermons. These are available translated in dozens of languages in the regular Shop (see the drop-down there).

Remember that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever, and as I understand the Hebrew, His Name ehyeh (Exodus 3:14) means "I AM HERE FOR YOU IN MERCY."

Because the World of the Milta (Miltha) Is Real, PRAY

It escapes people that I am so weird--I only want to talk about Bible stuff--because it is real. Not just to me; the world the Bible is about is real to all of us whether any one of us likes it or not. THAT world is the constant; this world is the aberration. We were kicked out, remember? The spiritual realm of God, the Miltha, His Christ, and etc. in the Bible, is real fact. THIS world is fully subject to that one. The Bible explains this relationship, but I and my ilk do not believe the Bible because it is convincing, we believe it because we have found EXPERIENTIALLY that it is real. We are not philosophically convinced; we are victims of experience. We cannot not believe. I have used the illustration of being whupped up alongside the head with a two-by-four; nothing in the world is going to convince you that it didn't happen, that it wasn't real.

That world is real. My first conscious encounter with a demon convinced me of that. Because of that, and my best friend being healed of a horrendous migraine, I went to a church and accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior. Nothing happened to me at that moment, but later when I asked for the gift of tongues and nothing happened, I was crushed. I entered a trance or dream state and my flippant prayer was flipped to a serious prayer, wherein I sincerely surrendered and submitted myself to God. Then, fully subjected to Him, He said (and I heard it), "Remember this, and it is all right." I was accepted! And my bowels felt the infilling of the Holy Ghost, Life, and the Holy Spirit spoke using my body in a tongue I didn't otherwise know. Although I was ecstatic, I just observed my mouth being used by another force completely independent of my control. "That world is the real one," I thought to myself. "THAT world is what is really going on."

In another trance or dream state at church I saw Jesus scourged and made to carry the cross until he went into shock. I was trying to trade places with him, for it was my sins he was dying for. My mind said, if it were you, you would only be dead, for the wages of sin is death. You owe God a complete life for the life He has give you. Only Jesus has no sin, so only he can pay your debt. I saw Jesus, his back torn up like hamburger, made to lie on the cross. His arm was pulled out and a stake placed to fix it to the cross. He turned his face to me and said, AUDIBLY IN MY MIND, "Come unto me." I HEARD it as I would hear any other voice, but it hadn't entered through either ear. It transcended from his spirit being to my physical being.

After hearing Jesus, I wanted to find out what else he had spoken to other men (and/or to women). I didn't qualify for any college, university, or seminary, yet somehow I got accepted to an experimental program at a Charismatic theology school (if you saw my high school record, you'd see the miracle). Among dozens prayed for at ne time by Charles Hunter, I WATCHED my shorter left arm grow out about five-eighths of an inch. Five-eighths of an inch isn't very long, but to WATCH my finger tips move out at the name of Jesus, well, I was whupped with that two-by-four again.

It is real, and because I KNOW it is real I believe the experiences of others of this ilk. I absolutely believe Dr. T. L. Osborn's experience of Jesus walking into his bedroom at six o'clock in the morning in the air. Just as I believe God speaking to the tribes of Israel from Mount Sinai (Exodus 20), or of His standing before Abraham at Mamre (see Genesis 17 and 18). For God is also the Milta, the Manifestation of Himself. Two of the same being(!), and as multitudes of the One. The Milta is becoming, and he is here, and THAT is what all of tis is about. THIS world is THAT world's project in process. IT is becoming; THAT is happening here.

Do you want to know if it is real? PRAY! Pray engaging sincerity, submit yourself to faith, not "If you are real," but believing He IS real. Praying to Him says, "I believe you are real" Believe He hears you. Be serious, humble, submissive. This isn't an ancient idea you are talking to, but the Sovereign Lord of the universe AND BEYOND. Be real, get real, because it IS real, and is as near as the attitude of your heart.

God's name, by the way, as I just wrote about in Exodus 3:14, is "I am here for you." "I am here for you," He says. "Come and call on Me."

The Infinite Medium of God's Milta (Miltha) as Trillions Upon Trillions of God Supermen

I invoked the image of God's Manifestation, the Milta, being trillions upon trillions of Jesus Christs throughout the universe, all them being one and the same being--you talk to one, you talk to them all. Of course this is a tool for conceptual imagery, and not to be taken literally. The Milta is a medium of the essential connotation of the nature and character of the Infinite and isn't necessarily broken up in clumps of Its consciousness. Any point of Him (the noun Miltha is feminine gender) can act, though, as the God He is. Many Jewish men wear yarmulka or kippah to remind themselves that God--all of God--is right here with them every moment. He is not even that far away, as in reality He is within us and without us.

Exodus 3:14 and the "Name" of God - Fifty Years of Thinking About God Wrong: He's Just Saying He is Here WITH US, FOR US.

Fifty years of hearing and thinking about God's name wrong. If you are a Christian you have heard it repeatedly for years, decades: "God is the great I AM THAT I AM. That means that He is uncreated, the uncaused Cause, the Self-existent. He simply is, because He is - infinite, eternal, unchanging." And etc.

Beep. Not that He isn't, but that isn't what He said in Exodus 3:14. It has bugged me for nearly fifty years knowing that 'ehyeh, the Hebrew word God uses of Himself in Exodus 3:14, doesn't mean "I AM," it means "I WILL BE."

"I WILL BE THAT I WILL BE"?

"I WILL BE WHAT I WILL BE"?

I did get long ago that hayah (Strong's 1961), the word ehyeh is from, involves TRANSITION. It's become. "And the earth was without form, and void" (Genesis 1:2 KJV)--the 'was' there is hayah, meaning that the earth BECAME without form and void.

Insight from the Stone Tanach: each of God's names represents the way in which God reveals Himself through His behavior toward the world. YHWH is used when He is being merciful. God is going to be merciful in bringing the Jews out of bondage, so He says, "I Shall Be (with them in this sorrow) As I Shall Be (with them in other sorrows)." GOD WASN'T TELLING MOSES THAT HE IS SELF-EXISTENT, HE WAS SAYING THAT HE IS MERCIFUL, AND THAT HE WAS WITH THE DESCENDENTS OF ISRAEL TO DELIVER THEM. God's very Name, He says, is "I shall mercifully be with you through this time of sorrow." And the form of 'ehyeh we are to remember Him by is its corollary from our perspective: "YHWH/He is." THIS is faith.

God manifests as Christ, the Messiah, as MULTITUDES--countless trillions of Himself, experiencing this world and all worlds. And to each of those worlds (and to each on those worlds) He is not just "The Great I AM," He is "I'm Here For You." He has got a way.

Genesis 1:26 - on the Myriads/Plurals of God: "Us," "We," "Our," and the Secret of "They," "Them" - in the Milta (Miltha) the Ineffable is Manifest as MYRIADS OF PEOPLE, Therefore Think of MYRIADS OF CHRISTS (but They are All Still ONE)

"And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth" (Genesis 1:26 KJV).

And God said, "We shall make the human being in the image of our likeness, and they shall have authority over the fish of the sea and the birds of the sky and the herds and all the creatures of the earth and all the four-legged animals that walk on the earth" (Genesis 1:26 Alexander).

The image of God is "Man," which is multiples of persons. Multiples of persons, because the Manifestation of the Ineffable Being, His Milta (Miltha), is multiples of Himself. The Kingdom of God (i.e., Christ) is within each of us: "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?" (2 Corinthians 13:5 KJV). Think of the person of Jesus, that individual Christ, within YOU, and others OF HIMSELF within ALL. Each one of us has got one, yet they are all the same Christ, and all are God, the one  Manifestation of the Ineffable Being.

This blew my mind when I first thought of it. Multitudes, myriads, trillions upon trillions of Jesus Christs throughout the universe, all the same Being. One of them became manifest in this dimension (because one is all it took), but they are all the same--each one is THE manifestation of the Ineffable. Not angels, though each is an "Angel of YHWH," and yet IS YHWH.

So maybe instead of Father, Son and Holy Ghost saying, "Let us make man in our image," it was the multitude of God's Manifestation as people who are Himself who said it.

Can anyone help us find Janet Gunther who attended Melodyland School of Theology in Anaheim, California, between 1975 and 1981?

Janet Gunther's former roommate at Foxy Glen Apartments in Anaheim, Jill, has contacted me trying to find where Janet and/or her brother Harry might be now. I was a classmate, neighbor, and friend of Janet during my stint at Melodyland (MST), and her cheerful and sincere personality is one of the fondest memories I have of that time. I have written how Janet, who had inadvertently given some of her fellow students, including me, tuberculosis, excitedly told me how entering the presence of God in her personal time of praise and worship, God had said to her, "You are healed." And she was, but I still had tuberculosis! If you have any knowledge of what became of Janet Gunther after MST, please share it with us.

Thank you, and God bless you,

Dan Steele, former roommate of Grady Williams, Bobby Widener, John Sharnek, Derek Castle, Jim Craven, and Peter Jolly at Foxy Glen #84, and a friend of Janet.

The Trick to Eternal Life in and with the Milta (Miltha), the Manifestation of God

The Milta (Miltha) - the essence of the Ineffable Being in manifest form, commonly called "God" - is real. This manifestation of the Ineffable Being includes us. It, or He, has become "us"; i.e., He has become this universe we are in and are parts of. The universe is a project: He is making Himself; the assumed Milta is becoming the actualized Milta. We are not unlike God; we are Him, but we are not like what He wants to be. THAT is a problem, the problem, for He is going to be exactly like He wants to be, with us or without us.

The Ineffable Being manifests as hosts of people. Israel is His prevailing. Individually, we can be either a "keeper," like Him, or not. The trick to being a keeper is to believe in the Manifestation we a parts of and to trust Him, that all of "this" is Him, is subject to Him, and to be a part of Him.

As a reward for the Christ, or Messiah, the Manifestation of the Ineffable Being being the Manifestation of the Ineffable Being throughout the life, suffering, and death of the Christ, the Christ has received from the Ineffable Being the right and power to forgive and convert we repentant unlike beings (we are all unlike Him) into His own living Being, the Milta, as the hosts of the Ineffable Being's Manifestation.

Exodus 6:3 Cure Displayed

From our Greek Scriptures we have Jesus crying out, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken (or, abandoned) me?" (Mark 15:34, virtually every version except Alexander's). Alexander follows his Aramaic text: "'Eil, Eil,* wherefore did you destine me?' That is, 'My God, my God,* wherefore did you destine me?'"*

*15:34.1 Lit. Aramaic: The verb "to be" in its sacred connotation, "He Is, He Is," or "Supreme Being," or "I AM, I AM."
*15:34.2 Lit. Aramaic: "Alahi, Alahi."
*15:34.3 Lit. Aramaic: "Eil, Eil, l'mana sh'wik-thani." This is the correct transliteration of the original words of Jesus Christ in Galilean Aramaic. Other transliterations indicate the second and third generation transliterations from Arabic and the Greek versions.

This is quite the opposite of our Western Scriptures. Jesus was not saying that he was forsaken by God, but that he was DESTINED by God to present the END, to be GOD, including YHWH'S end. Hid being on the cross was concentration of God's very nature, not vacation. God wasn't gone, He was THERE!!! (Is that why everywhere else was in darkness?) God has suffered and sacrificed Himself for us.

Exodus 6:3 Cure

Let me help you out. God manifest is the Milta (Miltha). He has titles, not a name. One title is Al-lo-hiem (Elohim), Over The Flames, for he is the power, the God, over the flames. Another is Eil Shaddai, the Divine All Providing Bountiful Breasts, for all things come from him. "In the beginning was the Milta" (John 1:1 Alexander); "As the Beginning (of all things), the Son of God creates the heavens and the earth" (Genesis 1:1 Alexander, parenthesis mine). Everything begins with, by, for, through, and to him. Lastly, the nature of God, and thus the Milta, is the connection of beginning to end INCLUSIVELY. He is all one act, one event, from his divine inception and assumed existence to his concluding physical performance of the Ineffable's manifestation. The Aleph and Tau are one thing. The Hebrew word Hashem means more than "the Name," it means the full nature and character of the Milta FROM THE BEGINNING TO THE END OF THE MANIFESTING OF GOD. That is YHWH. The ancient fathers of the Jewish nation knew all of these; God was powerful, providing, and reliable, but they hadn't the experience of--how can I say it?--end-ment. I do not mean of completion or fulfillment. They had completion and fulfillment of promises, but that promised inheritance did not end in real manifestation.

So God tells Moses that while his father and father's fathers knew that everything came from God, they hadn't seen the manifested end, and yet they believed. "That's the way you do it, and now you are going to see it (the inheritance).

If You Find That the Devil the Bible Talks About is Real, Then What About the Bible's God?

In the 1960s I discerned that there is a spiritual aspect to man. I had left my church, but read about spiritualism, Eastern religions, and learned meditation. I knew that spiritual "stuff" was really there. And then I met a demon, a deceiving spirit. "'Ello." Hmm. If THAT guy and the demonic stuff the Bible talks about is real, really real, then . . . I'M GOING THE WRONG WAY!!

If we have real evidence of the Devil, then . . .

We'd better go to God.

The Milta (Miltha) is God's ASSUMPTION of manifestation to ACTUAL manifestation, the promise THROUGH fulfillment AS A SINGLE UNIT.

The Ineffable Being, the No-thing, assumes that it IS thing. That thing-ness is coming about/ taking form in what we call time and space, but it is in reality the Ineffable Being, the all-powerful thingless both with form and without. From beginning to end it is just one thing, both saying. "I AM."