There is the Baptism in the Holy Spirit by a Person: What if that Person . . . is You?
For myself, I was waiting for a friend who was praying to receive the gift of tongues at Grace Bible Church in Honolulu, Hawaii. One of the ministers came out and asked me if I had received the gift when I believed, and I wound up kneeling before a folding chair in their fellowship room giving God my tongue and lips. Nothing happened. I went through the whole litany of everything I had and ever hoped to be, giving them to God, and was soundly rejected.
I sought where to go in my giving and entered a trance, searching through a ravine where I came upon a block I could not get past. I had no name for it, but I knew it was what made me unacceptable to God. I could not name it to give it to him, so I sobbed, "I do not know what it is, but whatever it is, I give it to you."
The point I want to make here is that I was in my imagination and speaking to my imagination. And my point in that is that THE GOD WITHIN IS THE GOD WITHOUT! God was in my imagination in that I was thinking about him and talking to him, and God was my imagination, acting upon me. He was not a big, white-light guy in a big chair jillions of miles away acting by remote control; he was Me, straightening me out. 'I' had the power of baptizing with the Holy Spirit, and after I realized and surrendered my rebellion of self-lordship, I--God 'I'--exercised it and filled my being with the Holy Spirit. Me do it? No way! He who is me did it, for he is a person, and that person . . . is me.
So I offer you this: be aware that He is there. There . . . in you! Talk to him. Love and, yes, fear him. Listening to him involves having questions, observing the spontaneous thoughts that come to your mind, and writing them down. This is a do-it-yourself prophet kit! You will have volumes of insights, but first seek the baptism in the Holy Spirit, for you want to go into the Pentecostal world.
See "Mark Virkler: Our Message in 8 Minutes!": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8czdKN4U0hc&t=81s (or, http://www.cwgministries.org/our-message-in-8-minutes, which is commercial)
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